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June 25th, 2008

Why did I chose a soldier?

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My life is so fascinating right now I feel like in a soap opera >.<.

My ex-boyfriend got himself a girl, but I would be happier if the girl haven't slept with half of the guys of my roleplaying association... I mean, he could REALLY get better. I know it's is life, but I still think he could have chosen a nice and pretty girl who haven't slept with his friends!

Personnally I don't want to get into another relationship. I'm tired of routine, discussions about problems in the couple and plans for the future involving a family >.< I never liked those things and when I was in couple, I felt emprisonned. I need someone less... serious, I guess ^^ (I knew Gemini and Taurus couldn't go along well...).
Right now I'm waiting for my "chick" (haha that's funny to use this word for a guy) to come back from his military training. I've seen him during his week-end off, one week and three days ago. I like him a lot and I think he likes me too but since the two of us run away from comittement like plague, it's just flirting. I like this situation, but since he's gone for 3 more weeks, I just feel completely alone. I don't want to look at him as a prince, but it's hard to do when you see yourself as a princess XD.
So I'm waiting for my soldier to come back, like in war movies. I love war movies :D I should listen 40's music for the mood.

I went to Ottawa in Lolita with my friend (which I'll call VK Girl) and I bought for 50$ of guipure ^^. This thing is freaking exensive, but it was the same lace Antique beasT uses from time-to-time, but in BLACK!!!!! ZOMG lace!!!!! 8D
I think I found a picture... it's the lace at the top in the picture of the skirt, with the rose pattern ^^

D&eacute;tail de dentelle

At least sewing is here to keep me from insanity :P Long live Gosurori patterns!

June 2nd, 2008

This is it.

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I broke up with my boyfriend. We are still friends, that's cool.

April 21st, 2008

Woohoo! I won two old Gothic and Lolita Bibles issues on Ebay! I got them for 15$ each, which is quite expensive for a magazine, but way cheaper than Amazon (which sells them like 30$ each -_-*).
So, why am I happy for gaining old magazines? Because I'd lke to have all the G&LB, one day. I am of the people who refuses to see trends in Lolita fashion. For me, Lolita is timeless... And I want the old G&LB issues also for Mihara Mitsukazu's short stories!>.< I LOVE what she does (I bought the two mangas made by her my bookstore had, and I am looking for more ^^), and I was sad when I found she wasn't drawing for the Gothic and Lolita Bibles anymore...

Here is one of my favourite pics:

April 18th, 2008

You want everything a certain way (even your coffee drinks) and you're not going to settle for anything less than exactly what you have in mind. Some people might not understand why you're so picky, but you prefer to think of it as "being specific." You're not a perfectionist -- you just have very high standards!

It sounds so yukky (as a coffee), but it sounds like me :P
My favourite coffee, actually, is expresso (but I like cappuccinos on the morning ^^)!
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April 15th, 2008

Exams period is kinda rushing, but I find it sweet, somehow. I stay at home all day long studying, wearing what could be considered as a Lolita capital sin (jeans and sweater), but it still feels like summer :D Let's see, I have an exam on the 17th and a paper on the fall of URSS to give, and an exam on the 18th. That's no big rush, honestly :)

After my Latin exam (the 18th), me and the rest of the group (we are four students and one teacher in this class XD) are going to eat together! So I will say goodbye to my sweetie for summer! Ok, he's not my sweetie, nor my boyfriend, but he's cute and he looks like a German soldier =3 Aaaaanywayyyy all this was to say that I feel like my life is going great, now school is almost over, and I'm happy ^^

So here is Nana Kitade with ice cream all over her face, because I would so do the same thing right now >.<

March 5th, 2008

45 Lolita questions

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I took these from truelolita's page *^^!

1. Please tell your Hand Name (name that’s used ONLY on the internet.) 
Living Dead Lolita, Zombie Lolita and Crimson Lolita

2. About how long is your history as a Lolita?
Not that long... A year now that I know what Lolita REALLY is, half a year since I become a true Lolita, and a few months since I learned to do it well.

3. What first motivated you to do Lolita fashion? 
It was all I ever dreamed about in fashion: a gothic esthetism associated with the cuteness and feminity of a doll.

4. After knowing Lolita fashion, have you had any time-gap or resistance till you actually started to be Lolita?
The time it took to make my first dress ^^

5. Please define your Lolita style as much as possible.
Erololita with a strong gothic influence, but during school I dress more casual.

6. About how many Lolita friends do you have?
A billion on the internet, 0 in real life.

7. What is the best thing about doing Lolita?
Dress like you always wanted to.

8. Conversely, what's the worst thing?
Doing it right.

9. Which Lolita brands do you like?
Alice Auaa, Elements, Antique Beast and Atelier Pierrot

10. What was the first Lolita item that you’ve owned?
A black spandex velvet dress?

11. What is the “must have!” Lolita item?
A petticoat! Petticoat! PETTICOAT! P-E-T-T-I-C-O-A-T!!!!!

12. Do you wear drawers?
Give me time to make some and I will tell you "yes".

13. Do you have any favourite Japanese music?
KANA!!!!!! Hakagure, Perfume, Lolita23q and Malice Mizer

14. Where do you particularly visit as Lolita?
Wherever I go during the week... school, I guess :P

15. About how many times per week do you dress as Lolita?
Three or four.

16. Please tell us about one embarrassing episode from the time when you were just beginning Lolita.
Going out in cheap Sweet Lolita... Omg... NEVER AGAIN!!!

17. What hairstyle and color do you think suits Lolita the most?
A natural color and a classic haircut. Fancy hairstyles are okay as long as they are well-made and feminine.

18. Have you ever thought of stopping Lolita? The reason?
When I will get too old, I will go for aristocrat, but not before I finished my studies!

19. Please tell your heart's bible as a Lolita. (anything like a book, magazine, CD, idol..)
Kana, the Gothic and Lolita Bible (of course), the Gosurori, and random things such as my favourite brands and things...

20. Do you own a doll? Tell your feelings about her intensely!
I have a small, adorable doll named Lilly. She looks all sad and so thin and fragile that I don't even move her from my shelf! 

21. What kind of make-up do you wear when you wear Lolita clothes?
Foundation, powder, a neutral eyeshadow, black eyeliner, mascara and a red lipstick or a gloss! I like to try new make-up styles, thought ^^.

22. Have you ever secretly changed clothes in a train station bathroom on a Lolita day-out?
I should get a train station first...

23. Are you composed when doing Lolita all by yourself?

24. How much do you spend on your Lolita clothes & accessories monthly?
The question should be "How much to you spend on fabric to make lolita things monthly?", the answer is about 50$.

25. What is the most expensive Lolita thing you've bought so far? How much was it?
Used Alice Auaa gloves... for 80$ :D.

26. So far about how much has the expense been for Lolita goods?
About 1000$.. I think.

27. Lolita outfits really cost money. How do you raise money to cover the cost of Lolita?
I spend what I have after paying the bills and things for daily life...

I28. Have you ever bought from an online store? If so, please tell its good and bad points and some advice for the future. If not, please tell why not.
Yes! The good point is that you get original things not available anywhere else, but the bad point is that you never know what you will get exactly. My advices are know your company, pay with Paypal whenever is possible and read ALL the lines.

29. Even if you sort of want to keep it a secret, please tell about a private manufacturer that is the best.

30. Is there a brand and/or an item that you think, "I could never get it! But I unreasonably want it!"?
A corset from Excentrique.

31. What do you think about people who only do Lolita at music-lives or cosplay?
They are afraid... Comon, people, be proud of what you are (but do it right please)!

32. From what age to what age is it acceptable to do Lolita? Do you think that there's a state in which someone must graduate from Lolita? (you can answer as ‘never graduate')
When you start having wrinkles...

33. Is there a Lolita fashion or behavior that you think "I don't want Lolitas to do this!" about?
Being polite and speak slowly, people are even more charming when they have a natural reserve, without doing too much.

34. Is there something you think "Lolita has to be this way!" about?
Naturally elegant, kind and a little reserved in front of strangers.

35. While doing Lolita, has something changed for you from when you did Lolita earlier?
I am much interested in new styles, and I consider a lot more buying brand.

36. Do you go to school/work in Lolita?
Mostly at school, it's the only time I really got out.

37. Do you wear Lolita clothes as casual wear?
No, when I don't go out or I got to parties I dress more aristocrat or visual key.

38. Do you have a boyfriend (or husband)? Does he understand your love for Lolita fashion?
I have a boyfriend, he doesn't like Lolita fashion at all (he's more a "casual/rocker type) but he got used to it.

39. What do the people around you think of your doing Lolita? Do they accept it?
They got used to my crazy styles, Lolita was just a little more fancy than the other ^^. My mom think it's a prostitute style, but I am 18 and legal, sooo....

40. What kind of Lolita is who has impressed you the most up until now?
Erololita: it should be sexual, but it's not, WTFlower??!!!!

41. Have you ever made your own Lolita clothing or/and accessories? If so, what was the best item that you’ve made?
I do almost all my lolita outfit ^^, my best achievement was my kuro winter coat, a pure marvel!!!!

42. If you have an ideal Lolita outfit or coordination, please tell us.
A petticoat, a corset and bloomers: pure erololita!

43. Is there a motif that you think is a staple of Lolita?
A headress? It depends pretty much on the style.

44. Would you want to dress your children as Lolita?
Why not? When they are too young to choose their clothes...

45. What's your image of the ideal Lolita?
A raffined, a little old-fashioned and natural young girl. She is naturally elegant and heir outfits are like a second skin. She is sweet if dressed in white, and mysterious if dressed in black.

February 14th, 2008

Valentine's day

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I don't like Valentine's day. Why? Because, like Christmas, everyone is crazy about it! At my job, we had our (ugly) Valentine's day decoration one month before the actual celebration! Common!!!! For me, Valentine's day is just a day where you think about love. It may sound cheesy, but I think that this day serves to remember how much you love those around you and to think about how you are satifisfied in your relations. Like this morning, my boyfriend was so sweet! (I live with my boyfriend, by the way :) ) He woke up and gave me a box of chocolate, and he told me this was the first part of my gift! Aaaaaw (honestly, I have no idea of what he bought me o_O)! I will buy him a little box of chocolate today, but on the White Day, I will buy him something bigger, maybe a book ^^!

Tonight, I will show him my new black and red underwears! They are so fancy and cuuuute!!! >.<

January 18th, 2008

I love World of Warcraft, and I'm not afraid to say it.

Yeah, I know, I'm nerdy... 

I don't know if it's tthe same for everyone, but playing WoW soothes me. I mean, it's so easy on the head, it's relaxing. I love waking up in the morning, have a good coffee and play WoW all day long in pyjama, which I did all the holidays (or all my vacations days in the holidays -_-*). Aaaah... good times. WoW means vacations to me!

January 17th, 2008


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I hate converses, really. You know, those ugly shoes with a flat soles that EVERY emo and wannabe goth of this poor earth wears? Let's say it: they are ugly, uncomfortable and not flattering. Period. It annoys me even more when people assimilate converses as being acceptable for gothic styles. I mean, how can looking like a retarded pre-teeager searching for attention (e.g. a emo/scene kid) be gothic? Converses are emo; not gothic, not punk, and certainly not Lolita (yes, some people actually think converses fit with lolita fashion).

Aaaah... it feels good to write it down.

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October 25th, 2007

I saw this page in the GLB (volume 17) and I tried to elaborate a little guide over it, just as a reminder ^^.

Gorgeous Gothic Lolita

As I said, it is a more mature ans sophisticated style (which can be compared to EGL). It is more elegant than cute, but this is still Lolita: innocence and modesty are primordial. It is also more "glamourous" than classic Lolita.


The dress is a good example, forget the rest.

Not really a good example...

Overall: Fluffy and light fabric are prefered to more solid fabrics and the dresses are more princess-like than doll-like. Monochrome outfits are also more popular, but this is not a rule. Longuer sleeves are also preferred to short puffy sleeves but during summer, this can be easily ignored.

Hair accessories:
Hair are usually worn down, wether it is curly or straight is your choice, and hair accessories are more discrete; veils, ribbons and flowers and preferred to alice bows and bonnets. Headresses are neutral and fit both gorgeous and classic (thought gorgeous lolitas prefer smaller or round headresses).

Make-Up: The same as classic Gothic Lolita.

Accessories: They are basically the same as classic Lolita. The only big difference is is the legs: Gorgeous Gothic Lolita always includes tights or sheer socks rather than solid socks. High-heels are a must for this look, also.
Sheer fabrics, jewelry, flowers and ribbons are the best matching accessories.

Patterns: Consider these also as examples.

The pink outfit is better.

Ignore the hair and the socks...

The cardigan is perfect to go with any Gorgeous look!

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